Starting June

It's the end of the week tomorrow, and I've officially survived tutoring every day (except today). And it's officially two weeks until Beirut. OMG. I got my passport in the mail two days ago (yay!) so that drama is over with.

I've been trying so hard to be a good boy and not get too fucked up all week, but Tuesday night at Bbar was too much to resist. I went with Ryan R., Ryan P., and Jeff joined us later. We got there at exactly 10, just before they start carding. But Nikki Rox was carded, which is total BS because if she doesn't look 21 I know that I defs don't. Maybe they were acting weird because it was gay night and she's a girl, but...still not ok. Suckiness.

I drank a lot more than my limit normally is...I think that this is a good sign that my tolerance for alcohol has increased, and that I'm not a shitty mess after five or six shots. The guys at Bbar were a lot better looking than when I was last there...a little younger and more brown guys. I stayed behind and hung out a bit more after both Ryans left and actually took care of myself, so Ryan R. can bite me. I hung out with this one guy that I was told later likes Jeff, but he asked me for my number as we walked back to our respective places. I actually didn't think about that aspect of the night until just now. Hmm. Why are gay men sometimes so sketchy/not straightforward? Totally baffles me. Still hasn't called, but really wasn't my type anyway. An intro to my ideal type would be, I guess, two times bigger than me and Arab or South Asian. These preferences are seldom fulfilled for me, including for this Bbar night. It's sad.

I'm really, really going to miss bitch-out sessions with Ryan R. and Nikki Rox, so much.

I've realized how much Facebook is such an amazing tool to reconnect with people. People that I haven't seen since middle school are suddenly adding me as friends. It's interesting to see how much people have changed.

Barackie officially declared June Gay Pride Month! Official proclamation can be read here: http://www.whitehouse.gov/the_press_office/Presidential-Proclamation-LGBT-Pride-Month/. I am very ok with this.

The song at this YouTube link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dT5-y1f3W0, called "Ya Gali"...amazing.

You know you love it.
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